...The Beauty Of Life...

MERDEKA YOUTH JAM TIME SQUARE!

2009-09-01T00:51:00.009+08:00

Gosh! It has been like ages since i last updated my blog. Schedule has been pretty hectic lately with all the classes that are going on and events popping up here and there. I must say it's kinda tiring at times when you don't even have time to catch your breath! But with the support of my friends and my babe, it really helps! Thank you! So yea, since it has been ages i'll just blog about what happened last night. Tha Band finally came back after the beach bash to perform at the Merdeka Youth Jam at Time Square last night. This time, the band had 2 new addition. Dexter and Melvin. Dexter was on the accoustic as he was taking over the place of Kevin since he wasn't able to make it and Melvin is our new keyboardist! It is the band's first time playing with a keyboardist and we weren't too sure about what songs to choose that fits the keyboard. We got the news from Jazz pretty late. So, we had to do the songs we did previously with a little bit of changes and try not to make it as complicated as there is not much time to play around with. We finally chose "Check Yes Juliet" as we found the intro and the song was good and it suits the mood too. Second song choice was "This Love/Won't Go Home Without You" as we find the arrangement unique. The third song was a new song that everyone had to learn. It was "I Don't Wanna Be" by Gavin DeGraw. I love the songs! Especially Check Yes Juliet! Just can't get enough of that song! and now my babe is addicted to it too! lol... I had to work in the morning and headed over to Viv's place to fetch her after that. Was suppose to head over to UPR for the Street Market but due to time constrain we were unable to make it. We headed over to a studio located at Farlim and our band started practicing. Everything went well...Jay,Mel,Dex and Ariff headed back to work as Viv,myself and Ben headed over to Time Square to check out the Equipments prepared for us. It was then 7pm. Myself and babe headed over to the Ramadhan Market to "buka puasa"! You should see her face when she saw all of her favourite food!!! Happy to see her happy! :D So we had to wait for the muslims to buka only we were able to do so. But it was a good experience for us. It was then 8pm. Another 2 more hours and it would then be our turn! The others are still yet to arrive and during that time, i'm already starting to feel nervous and scared at the same time! There were alot of good bands present! Oceans of Fire were the main band that are most talked about by other bands! 8.30. and the members arrived. Had our band briefing and chilled out for awhile. Went to spend some time with my babe as i didn't get to spend much time with her as i was busy preparing for the performance. The next thing you know. It's already 10pm! We were telling each other, after them it's gonna be us! We were starting to feel it! The pressure! Butterflies in our stomachs! Darn! And the MC's announced our band name! THA BAND!!! (By the way the MC's were Bill and Yugen)We went out and started off our first song. Nobody knew the intro we were playing. Guess in their minds they're thinking "It's gonna be another boring performance". and the tune of Check Yes Juliet came in! The crowd cheered! They started singing to the song! That made us felt great! SEMANGAT MAN!!! The next thing you know, we were already at our last number! Time really flies when you're having fun on stage! So yea, it was the end. But then the crowd started cheering "One More! One More!" We looked at the MC's and wonder if we could. MC's said, go ahead! SWEET! We had to discuss among ourselves as we did not prepare any back up song! We didn't expect the crowd to ask for more. So we decided to do "I'm Yours" and the crowd enjoyed it! Overall it was an AWESOME performance! AWESOME crowd! AWESOME lightings! AWESOME songs! AWESOME SUPPORT! and last but not least! AWESOME BAND MEMBERS! Would like to thank JAY a.k.a MAESTRO, BENJI, MELVIN, DEXTER, ARIFF and GIAP SENG for making this happen! Had an AWESOME night! Finally, we stayed back for the countdown as we chilled at Roti Bakar to celebrate a great performance and fetched Viv home after that! It was an AWESOME night i must say! Guess that's it for now! Till Then! Tchao!

YOUTH JAM 2009!

MC's For The Night.

3 Blacks 1 White!

Ramadhan Market

Part Of The Food We Ordered

With The Lovely!

Kelvin Yeang Showing Off Some Skills!

Yours Truly In Action!

Check Yes Juliet!

With Jay The Maestro!

This Love/Won't Go Home Without You

Getting The Crowd To Sing Along!

Jay's Baby And His AllSpark!

Being Crazy!

Cucuk Ariff!

Bouncer / Keyboardist / Bassist

Babe...

THA BAND!!!!

ALMOST...

2009-08-10T16:24:00.002+08:00

Holidays are almost over. Am currently at Starbucks with Viv! The only way for me to go online nowadays! Been pretty busy with work. Running here and there. Apart from that, i've also got to spend time with loved ones and friends. Been out with Matt and Jay often. Hanging here and there. Out for movies with Viv and makan makan and more makan! :P Just had a farewell for our beloved Ruby! She's leaving!!! Gosh! Classes are starting soon! Am pretty much looking foward to the new sem and can't wait to see what is in store for me! Am enjoying every single moment of my hols! Till then! Tchao!

DISABLED!

2009-07-14T00:04:00.002+08:00

A time to feel so disabled with so many things. Things that you can't achieve and you can't afford to carry out. You're just stuck, hanged and caught in between. Not being able to move your body right or left. It's really tough! But i thank you! for going through this stage with me! For being there with me! For being by my side every now and then! Thank you!

RANDOM...

2009-06-24T01:37:00.002+08:00

Something that just got me thinking and got me asking myself. Why do some people always judge a book by it's cover? We comment, gossip and talk behind peoples back. Why? Is it human nature? Nobody is perfect. After all, we're only human beings. We're no GOD! So why still carry on being this way? Sometimes it's just sad. I admit, i do these kind of things too sometimes and i'm not proud of it. Why not for once be nice? Take the time to know people more and give people a chance? Everyone deserves a chance! It is so much better than being a bad person! :P

P/S: I'm not emo. It's just a random note. A topic we talked about that got me thinking. :)

Till then, Tchao!

Back!

2009-06-17T20:33:00.001+08:00

Am finally back from my blog break. It has been a pretty busy week for me. Ups and downs. Things that people do to tick me off and so on. Work has been pretty much occupying my time for the past few weeks. With tons of projects coming in and plenty of space to fill. Starting work tomorrow with my team and am currently cracking my head to find a replacement as one of the promoter couldn't make it last minute. Guess it's back to work. Till then. Tchao!

...

2009-06-12T01:47:00.003+08:00

It's 3am now. Still awake. Not being able to sleep. INSOMNIA! As i said before. Not being myself. Not the happy me anymore! everything seems to be going the wrong directions now. Nobody knows how i feel. Being alone. Thinking more and more. Asking myself why? How come? What's going on? Praying to GOD. But there seems to be no answer. Things just happens. How fast things can change. Answers change. Reactions change. Emotions change. Things going from positive to negative. Wow! Anything and Everything can change within seconds! The move i'm making isn't the right one anymore. I'm just bad at this.

2nd Half of 110609

2009-06-11T23:43:00.002+08:00

So here comes 2nd half of today. Morning just wans't my day. The second was so so i guess. Ups and downs. Was happy for certain reasons and not so with some others. oh well... Guess that's how it goes from now on. Wish it'd be better. All i can do now is to keep on appologizing. Which i think is not much of a help right now. Guess that's about it! "Looking foward" for another sleepless night! Till then, Tchao!

1st Half Of A Downhill Day...

2009-06-11T10:33:00.003+08:00

Today is just like yesterday. Waking up at the wrong side of bed. Not being myself. pretty messed up. Being confused, not knowing what's going on. Not being able to sleep properly. Being treated coldly and all. Oh well... It's just 12pm. Still have another half a day to go. Not sure what is in store for me. Hope it changes today.

Just Not My Day...

2009-06-10T21:16:00.003+08:00

Today is a day that i wish to not remember. Things just went wrong. Woke up this morning and kinda had the feeling that it's just not going to be my day. I was right! Even my lecturer could see that i wasn't being myself today. He said that i was being quiet and different, just not the usual me he sees. All i could do was just to give him a smile and tell him that i was alright. Had presentation later around 2pm. Was nervous and all. Went into class and our group was the first. I screwed up my part of the presentation and even the Q&A! Darn! Got a call from my boss and he told me that the company received complain from the client side regarding last week's roadshow! I was assigned to head over to the outlet to rectify the problem and to make sure everything was alright. So, after class, rushed over to the outlet to get the issue resolved. Tiring! Phone wasn't as busy as usual. It was just weird. Not being myself and all and with all these! Gosh! Headed over to my boss house after everything was done. Had a talk and dinner with him but just wasn't in the mood to do anything. Didn't really tlak much today and was pretty quiet. Weird.lol... Guess that's a good thing. Oh well... Tons of report to complete tonight. Another sleepless night! haih... Till then. Tchao!!!

Presentation...

2009-06-10T12:23:00.003+08:00

Presentation starts in 2 hours time. Feeling pretty nervous right now. Always felt that way before presentations or any other events. Not much of being in the mood, Not sure why, guess i woke up at the wrong side of the bed this morning. Want to appologize to her again for what happened yesterday. Haven't been hearing much from her this morning. But oh well... Guess that's it for now. Till then. Tchao!

A Note Of Appology...

2009-06-09T23:33:00.001+08:00

Just wanted to appologize to you. Tonight wasn't exactly the night. Bad timing and all. I'm really sorry to have ruined your mood or made you unhappy. I'm SORRY!

KDU Beach Bash 2009

2009-06-09T21:15:00.008+08:00

3 days ago was CAPS very first Beach Bash held at KDU. Finally it's on! Everyone was pretty excited and looking foward to it! Especially the performers and the organizers! Friday was THE DAY! Time for everyone to give what they've got and what they've been practicing! The concert started abit late. Kicked off around 8pm. Was looking foward for her to go but then she couldn't make it. The surprise had to be changed and altered. But it was still on. Our band started off with the opening. Did our intro and then followed with Check Yes Juliet. Started off great and the crowd was happening too. Abit quiet at first but then after the intro of Check Yes Juliet was played, it was time to PARTY! We slowed things down with our second song titled Home by Chris Daughtry and well not many people know that song but we could see that people enjoyed it too. We decided to bring the atmosphere back again with our remix version of Maroon 5. Did This Love/Won't Go Home Without You. Everyone loved it! It was awesome and that was us for the first half. The band stayed on and the following performers came up. First up was Fern. She did Complicated by Avril Lavigne. It was nice! Next was Ben's turn. He did Time After Time the rock version by Quiet Drive and to end the first half of singing performances was Rachel. She did the all so popular Love Story by Taylor Swift. That was it for the first half. Just right after the song has ended Jay our lead guitarist broke one of his guitar string and man we were worried. Thinking on how we can go on with the show with just 2 guitarist left and we wouldn't want to sit anyone out! Everyone has practiced so hard and gave it their all! We're not gonna let one stupid broken string ruin the performance! So, i decided to drive Jay to gurney to get the strings. Dropped Jay off at Gurney while i went round looking for parking. We were rushing against time and Gurney just had to had a terrible jam at that time! Gosh! Finally found a spot and went up to meet him. He was fixing the string but then he had no money to pay!!! DAMN! Took out my card and the sales personnel told me that they do not accept card unless you purchase RM50 and above! I was like die la! No money! Jay called his bro and they came all the way from KDU. While waiting for his brother, Jay tunned his guitar and made sure it was in perfect shape to go back up on stage! Jay's brother finally came and paid and we had 10mins left till our turn. Rushed back but then the TRAFFIC! BAD! But thank goodness Erica came up with a plan and our performance was then pushed to 30mins later. Headed back to college and waited for our turn. This time was Cindy's turn to start off, she sang That's What You Get by Paramore. Started off abit off but then managed to pull herself back during the chorus! Nervous mah! Can't blame her. After Cindy was followed up by myself. Did a song from The Script titled Man Who Can't Be Moved! Love that song! After me was Jenny doing Love Song by Sara Bareilles. Everyone loved her voice. Did a good job up there. Then came my turn again. Did a song titled Dare You To Move by Switchfoot. This time we had a special guess up with us. Jeremy Yeoh! He wanted to play badly but then was shy. We got him up and well he did a GREAT job! Credits to him! Good job dude! To end the performance was Maya. She did a song titled Long Train Running. Not too sure by who but it was an up tempo song. The performance ended well. The dancers and break dancers were good too! They sure did their thing! Hope the band did theirs too! For those who were there that night. Hope you enjoyed it! To her who wanted to go but couldn't make it, i hope the surprise made you smile! :) More to come! :) Guess that's it for now. Till then. Tchao!

Pics.....

Breakeven

2009-06-05T12:24:00.003+08:00

(Part of the verse)

Cause i've got time while she's got freedom

But when a heart breaks no it don't break even!

(Part of the verse)

Her best days are some of my worst

While i'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping

Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even!

(Chorus)

What am i gonna do when the best part of me was always you?

What am i suppose to say when i'm all chocked up and you're ok?

I'm falling to pieces...

Band Rehersal.

2009-06-05T11:46:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was all about practice practice practice again! Woke up early in the morning to drop my mom to work and then headed over to Queensbay for job training. Later then, headed back to college for the concert rehersal. No idea why but the mood just wasn't in me. Feeling a bit down and all. We had to wait till 5.30pm to start the show as the other students were having their exams. Some of the vocalist and the band members were already there since 1pm. They were all pretty much exhausted and you could see they were just tired of waiting. I'm so sorry. I myself just wasn't myself at all. Being quiet and not wanting to talk much. Having thoughts in my mind again and my phone wasn't as busy as the day before with all the messages coming in. Yesterday was pretty quiet for me. Started the practice 5.30pm sharp with everyone taking turns to go on stage. I would say rehersal went pretty well. Everyone did good but of course there were a few hick up moments where the vocalists volume were turned down due to off pitch and all. A piece of advice, never shut the vocalists volume even if they run off pitch! But everything's cool now. We were chasing after time with only 2 hours to spare. Everyone wanted to go up and give it a shot and everyone did indeed. With the lead guitarist having stomach issues and exhausted, he still carried on. THANK YOU! Kevin my second guitarist was having problems with his hand but yet he managed to make it happen. With that i THANK YOU! Ariff who's having problems with songs and mixing them up managed to learn up all those songs and minimized the mistakes last night! You did great dude! THANK YOU! Then we have Blonde who was abit lost at the start but now he's doing great! Thanks man! Last but not least would be Benjo Singh, we were not able ot practice with him at all and this is considered like the second practice with him and i must say, he was AMAZING! THANK YOU for hanging in there macha! Not to forget, the vocalists too! Cindy, Rachel, Ben, Fern, Jenny and Maya! You guys were GREAT! Bring the house down tonight aite! :) After 7pm the band and i decided to go on with our practice as we weren't that ocnfident with the songs yet, so we headed up to the drama room to continue practicing. Ben went out to get us burgers as we were all feeling hungry. Took him about an hour to come back. Couldn't blame him though cause the orders was like 11burgers and 1hotdog! so yea, that's why. Continued practicing again and i managed to finish mine too. Just that i was there but my heart and mind just wasn't. It was like it's wondering in some other place but just not in the drama room where we were practicing. Keeping quiet the whole time but just had to smile for the camera when it was pointed at me. No nice to not smile right? lol... Headed back about 10.30pm. Pretty late and feeling exhausted! Headed home, showered, laid on the bed to do some thinking and managed to sms with her for awhile. She had to go to bed and i was about to in a couple of minutes time. So yea, that was all yesterday. Guess that's it for now. Till then. Tchao!

Here are some pictures we took during practice. No pictures during rehersal. sorry. (some pictures are blur as the people are busy walking and moving their body) Hope you still enjoy it! :)

030609

2009-06-03T23:17:00.002+08:00

Today was considered a day off for me. Off from practice and off from work. Got the whole day to myself. Woke up about 10 plus. Matt came over to my place after working at the college lab. Went for lunch but he was the only one eating. Wanted to order chicken rice but no more d. :(
Headed over to renew my license after lunch and headed over somewhere to buy a gift for her. Hope she likes it though. Spending most of the time with Matt today. Doing the usual, sitting down and chit chatting. Today was a day off from music. Needed that break after yesterday night's performance. Really worn out and all. Got to sms with her all day long. Still unable to see her yet though. But each sms sure does mean something! Just got news from her that she would not be able to make it this coming friday night due to some issues. :( So i guess there goes the plan? Will try to figure something out though. Tomorrow will resume our practice again and it's only a day away from the actual event! Pretty NERVOUS and the song arrangements and sequences are still pretty shaky! Hopefully tomorrow goes well! Guess that's it for tonight! Till then. Tchao!

H&T Performance...

2009-06-03T10:27:00.005+08:00

Last night was the H&T Buffet Dinner Performance. We got invited to sing for the night and the theme was 60's rock and roll or 60's oldies. This time the band only consist of myself, Jay and Jenny. Jenny and myself was on vocals and Jay was the guitarist (Maestro!). Song choices were pretty tough for us thought. As you can see, we're just teens! 60's was way beyond the time time we were born. But we somehow managed to pull a few songs out here and there. Wasn't that familiar with the lyrics too, so we had to print it out and during practice we tried memorizing them. I was singing 5 songs and as for Jenny she was doing 4. We chose another 2 songs for the both of us to duet but then we only managed to do one. Tell you guys why later. Out of the 5 songs i was doing, i chose 3 songs to be specially dedicated to someone special that night. She wasn't able to be there though but she still managed to hear those songs. Hope she liked it and hope it means something! We were asked to sing for 3 sets. per set with about 3-4 songs. First set was rather shaky for us. First song i did was kinda out of tune and jenny messed up the lyrics abit. Guess it's because we were nervous. 2nd round was so much better compared to the 1st. Songs were being sang on tune and not messing up the lyrics this time. But there wasn't much participation from the audience as they were all still busy eating and chit chatting. The 2nd set had something special in it too! A very good friend of ours, another Chris from my class decided to sing a song to his girl. He took a song i chose which was by Elvis Presley called "Love Me Tender". It turned out well as she had a smile on her face when he was singing that song. How i wish i could see what her reaction was when i was singing those songs to her. 3rd set became pretty slow and empty for us as people were about to leave as they have classes the next day and work too.Myself and Chris Chen did another song together and we both sang that song for that someone of ours. It was also another song by Elvis Presley called "Can't Help Falling In Love". I would say, we did a pretty good job up there! lol... Myself and Jenny had to miss our last duet together as one of the H&T student pushed a girl up and she had to sing a song. She chose "Love Story" but didn't really know the lyrics to it, so i was accompanying her to sing that song. That is my favourite song and hers too so what decided sing that to her as well. Instead of 3 song dedication it became 4 but what the heck, the more the better right? lol... Jenny had to leave that time so that was the reason why we missed our final duet. As we ended "Love Story" myself and Jay were pretty worn out. But the crowd started shouting "Encore Encore Encore". This time the crowd were only the H&T students. So myself and Jay was like what the heck, just give them a few songs. We started it off with our best which was "Check yes Juliet" followed by a few songs like "I'm Yours", "Always Be My Baby","Beautiful Girls" and many more! that time it was really happening. Seeing people dancing and when it came to slow songs you could see couples coming onto the dance floor slow dancing and all. It was pretty sweet. It like you have a private ball on that night itself! So yea, guess that was how the night was and how it ended. Headed home and was pretty worn out already. Managed to sms with her and talk abit. It's been 3 DAYS now!!! Gosh!!!

Here are some pics on that night... There's not much but hope you Enjoy! :)

Wishing For A Dream Come True!

2009-06-02T10:51:00.002+08:00

Have you ever had a dream that seem and feel so real that when you wake up you'd wish you were still asleep and all you could do is just wish and hope for it to come true? Was just talking to Matt about dreams yesterday. Went home, fell asleep and had a dream. This morning when i woke up, couldn't believe that it was all just a dream. Everything seemed so real! Felt real too! All i can do now is to hope and wish for that dream to come true one day! :) Till then. Tchao!

Final Day Of The Nescafe Roadshow.

2009-06-01T21:33:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the last day of the Nescafe Roadshow. I was right, yesterday passed really fast! Time really flew! In a blink of an eye, it was the end of the day and it's already time to wrap everything up! The journey to Carrefour was rather odd. Both myself and her keeping quiet and not much to say. Guess we already know that it's the end of this project and we're really gonna miss each other VERY much! Not sure when till we'll be able to see each other again! Nothing much to say when we were on our way there, scared that we would get all emotional. Even when we started work, things were still odd between us. Giving each other that stare and not having much to say. All we could do was just each other that smile but then knowing that both of us were having things in our heads and so much to think about. Even Matt could tell something was wrong! He asked what's up with the both of us as we weren't like that on Saturday. Anyhow, i'm sorry for acting that way. I know you had things on your mind and i had mine too and we both didn't know what to say to make things better, I'm sorry. Before we knew it, it was break time. Went for break. Had KFC for lunch/dinner. Things were still pretty same old but guess this time we talked more and atleast had things to laugh about and joke. Went for a walk after dinner, got to spend some time together and talked. Went back to work and the next thing you know. It was time to wrap it up. How i wish time would stop at that moment as i didn't want to go back. Knowing that it is impossible to do so, i just had to wrap things up. Helping her and Matt out in loading the stuff back to the truck and all. Got into our car and started driving back home. On the way back, things started getting odd again as there was not much talking and the only noise you could hear is the radio. Wanting to say something but not knowing what is right or wrong to say. Was also worried that i would get emotional and she would also follow along. Got home and we chilled at the park for awhile. Had a little chat and telling each other about our concerns and all. I'm sorry for telling you that i can't cause i just really can't. Hope you understand. I was shocked to hear you say what you said yesterday but knowing that you took those words back and that was the first time i was actually happy to hear you say you don't know! Guess i'd just hang around? Hanging around is better than not right? So yea, ended the day pretty much like that and it's been a day now not being able to see her. Went to college for practice today and the surprise i've planned. Everything went smooth today and there's gonna be a performance tomorrow! Pretty nervous and song selections are always the toughest! Man! Got a few out now and 3 songs specially dedicated to her! Wish me luck tomorrow! :) Till next time. Tchao!

The Mail...

2009-05-31T09:40:00.003+08:00

Today would be the final day of the project. Am off to work soon. Not sure what today's going to be like and am pretty sure time's gonna fly! not sure if that's a good thing right now though. she was right, had a pretty rough night again yesterday. Wasn't able to sleep properly and all. Guess i'm already used to all this. Eyes are abit buffed up with the lack of sleep. Was waiting for an important e-mail yesterday night and i've never been this scared for a very long time. Before the mail arrived my heart started pumping not knowing whether it is going to be good or bad news. Finally saw there 1 new message in my inbox and that made me worry even more thinking that this is going to be it. It's going to end and everything's going to start changing. Opened the mail and well i had quite a hard reading it but managed to pull out some of it here and there. There was nothing much, but the mail was filled with questions for me to answer and some explanation. I've answered the questions whole heartedly and well it's good that those questions were being asked. Couldn't imagine but then again it's good to clarify. Saw the mail with no answer still and guess i'm abit relieved. Am just really hoping to hear something POSITIVE! something GOOD! But don't think it's going to happen for now i guess. alright then, am off to work now. Today's gonna be some day! Especially when it's time to finish work and on the way home. Will see how it goes. Till then. Tchao!

...

2009-05-30T21:03:00.003+08:00

Started a new project today. Nescafe Roadshow. It was alright. Pretty packed and well we started abit late due to some outlet issues. Anyhow, managed to get the show going after an hour or so. Had two of my closses people working with me this time! Work today was so much different compared to the other projects i had. Time passes really fast! Got to see her! Had lunch/dinner with her! Matt was there being crazy as usual. All in all it was a nice day! Had some stuffs to calculate and well, to think about during the lunch/dinner break just now. I'm just weird aren't i? lol... Tomorrow would be the last day of work and it's not that sweet after all! How i wish this project could last a little longer! Not sure when will i'd be able to see her again! Am so gonna miss her! That's what's going through my mind! Oh man! Really hope she feels what i'm feeling too! Right now I'm a guy who's left hanging! gonna hit the showers now and might post a little more later. Till then. Tchao!

Sweet Bitter Moment...

2009-05-29T21:19:00.003+08:00

Yea, the title says it all. It's sweet bitter moment not bitter sweet moment. When you thought a day was going to end PERFECTLY but instead a small certain news or issue comes in and changed the ending of the day. That's why i call it sweet bitter.

Dates!

2009-05-29T18:56:00.003+08:00

23rd May 2009

24th May 2009

29th May 2009

These are dates that means something to me! unforgetable memories! :) Nothing much just felt pretty random and felt like posting this up! till next time. Tchao!

Messed Up!

2009-05-28T17:57:00.003+08:00

First things first, not everyone made it for practice as some have their own stuffs to do. Some just couldn't come. So it's just myself, Jay, Ariff, Jenny, Ben and Cindy. Today wasn't totally my day. Couldn't sing properly and my heart just wasn't there. Jay was talking to me and i was there starring at him but not knowing what the heck he said. My mind just started to wonder! AGAIN! Oh well... The heart's just not there! Wasn't able to meet her today as she had finished the project d. So yea, dinner alone tonight. :( Had some thinking and some down moments of my own just now. Matt wasn't there so i was there all alone. Alright, i'm up again soon. Gotta get back to practice again and make sure the surprise goes as planned! Till then, Tchao!

Random Quote

2009-05-28T12:58:00.002+08:00

"Though many have said that wounds and scars take time to heal. But it does not heal totally. The pain lessens and the wounds are covered by scar tissues. But the scar remains for the rest of our lives."

Wide Awake

2009-05-28T02:11:00.002+08:00

It's 2.30am now and i'm still wide awake! Busy with those reports handed over by my BOSS! haih... Feeling sleepy right now but then again, he wants it to be sent to him once i'm done. Guess it's gonna be a long night for me now. The Man United game can accompany me tonight! lol... Guess it's time to get back to work now. Oh how i hate this! Oh well... Wanna thank her for helping me just now and going with me! :) Felt bad for sending her home late. :( cause someone just couldn't stop telling us about his stories! lol... kidding... Alright now, BACK TO WORK! Till then, Tchao!

Random

2009-05-26T15:51:00.004+08:00

Phone's died last night while i was charging it. Couldnt sms nor make any phone calls! Just feels weird not sms-ing nor having a phone to play around with! Couldn't sms her neither! Dad took it to the workshop this morning. Passed it back to me in college after it got repaired! Lost all my contacts. :( All my messages! :( Gotta start everything from scratch again! oh man! Well, not that bad la. Atleast i still have a phone and it got repaired in a few hours! Things have been going pretty alright these 2 days i would say. Alot of mixed up emotions. But all in all it was alright! Had difficulties sleeping again last night! Not sure why though! Nothing much was on my mind. Ended the night well i would say but still have no idea why i couldn't really sleep. So took the sleepless time to do what i do most. think and think! AGAIN! Took the remainding time to complete my assignments. Working again tomorrow. 2 more days to go! Then here comes another new project! Am looking foward to everyday! Especially 7pm! :P Am looking foward to seeing her! Can't wait! :) The KDU Beach Bash is coming real soon too! 5th of June! Excited and nervous at the same time! Some songs are still incomplete but with the band mates i have. Pretty sure am gonna work things out! :) Still planning on the surprise. Hope it works out well! So yea, guess i'll stop here for now. Till then! Tchao!

A Night Not Forgotten!

2009-05-25T00:40:00.002+08:00

Tonight was ONE NIGHT! A MEMORABLE one! How could this night be forgotten? so much had happened! In just one night! You've made my day! I know you're confused and you don't know what to do nor choose. I'm sorry to have kept on asking you. I didn't mean to. I'm sorry. Everything that happened meant alot to me! It will be remembered FOREVER! First in my heart and always there! As i said before, i can't force you and i won't. But i hope to hear an answer from you someday. And of course hoping for a positive one! What i said to you tonight was nothing but true! I meant every single thing i said! Never thought this would happen tonight but then again, i'm glad and no regrets! To the readers out there reading this, Nothing physical happened. Don't let your mind wonder. Am saying this just in case it does wonder in your mind. Anyways, tonight will be another sleepless night. Guess sleepless night part 3 might come back again.lol... But all in all, it's worth every single minute of it! Thank you! Hope this is not the last for us. :) till next time. Tchao!

For You!

2009-05-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

Here's something that i thought of and it specially goes out to you! From where i left off from the Thank You post. I just have to say thank you over and over again! You're the only one that understands me! know me! I love spending time with you! Just wish the time we see each other were more! Love having dinner with you! eventhough it bores you sometimes. I'm sorry. :-( You know what goes through my mind and what i'm thinking of! You know the things i worry about is important to me and you know that some of the things relates to you. I guess i don't have to tell you what are those things that are on my mind. I can see that you can already tell. You mean ALOT to me! and i mean it! Spending time in the car was memorable! i enjoyed every single minute of it! Guess it's our new hang out spot? lol... Glad to have gotten you addicted to my favourite food! :D and i guess you already know why it taste so nice right? :) There's so many same things that the both of us like! WOW! :) Here's the explanation i owed you just now when we were in the car. The reason i used that road was because i wanted the extra minute. Even 1 minute counts! :) So yea. Another post specially for you! Still more to come! BTW,This is not the special post! :P Guess that's it for now. Till the next post! Tchao!

Hidden Surpirse

2009-05-19T14:21:00.001+08:00

Am planning on a hidden surprise. Planning ot surprise someone on June 5th. She knows that there is going to be a surprise but no idea what's it going to be. Hope this plan works out well or atleast manage to surprise her! Still not going to tell you what it is. :P Already told you part of it the other day at TESCO. So just have to wait till that day then. :) till then! Tchao! :D

Thank You!

2009-05-17T01:51:00.000+08:00

I know that you have been worried about me! I thank you for that. I'm sorry for making you

worry. I'm also sorry if i did or said anything wrong to make you unhappy. I thank you for following me

all the way to get my car back the other day and also to collect the stuffs back from the staff! I thank you for that! I'm sorry to bore you sometimes at lunch or dinner. As what i said to you before. You mean ALOT to

me! You were worried that i wouldn't care or would treat you differently. The answer is NEVER! How

could i? i don't have that heart to do so! i'm sorry to have made you cried or according to you a drop of tear.lol... But i wished that i could

wipe those tears away from your face! Thank you for loving my song! Now it's YOURS! This song is special now! :) Every

moment spent is TRESSURED! Every tressured moment is REMEMBERED! Hope you feel the same way too! :) Trying not to

get too emotional here but hey who says man don't cry? A true man would be brave enough to

admit that he shed tears too! All in all, THANK YOU for everything! :) This post is specially for you! There's more to come! Btw,this is not the special post i'm talking about. :D Till then....

Sleepless Night Part 2...

2009-05-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

It has been 2 nights now that i have not been sleeping properly. I did not sleep at all the first night as i have so much on my mind. Yesterday night was another night! With the exam fever, thoughts, work, class and am soon coming down with a flu. It wasn't sweet at all! lied on the bed throughout the night! Turned from left to right. My eyes just wouldnt shut! As what i said before in the first post, my body is tired but my brain just wouldn't let me sleep! Only managed to get an hour or two of sleep! Woke up early this morning. Feeling sleepy! That time i really wanted to sleep! She could see how tired i was when i was driving her to work today. She knows me well! :) So yea. Tonight's gonna be another night! Having my final paper tomorrow! Can't wait for it to be over! Then it's time for a celebration! Atleast to go for some fancy restaurant or some sort like that. Someone owes me TAO! :P Then it's back to work work work again. So yea, guess that's it for now! A SPECIAL post coming up real soon! Stay Tuned! :) Tchao!

Sleepless Night...

2009-05-13T16:19:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was some night. Was unable to sleep! INSOMNIA! Things going through my mind! THOUGHTS! A question that i asked that caused this. Was on the bed the whole night! Eyes were WIDE OPEN! knowing inside of me was tired but my mind just wouldn't want to let me sleep. Thinking of a few things. As if it's like a book, flipping through the pages. Not knowing how to feel. Hurt? Sad? Angry?(how could i?) Wasn't expecting any of those nor what happened. All a man can do is to just hope for chances and shots to be given. No regrets at all. NOTHING changed! That i can assure! I still care! Without a DOUBT! How could i not? :) What people think amazes me too! and i totally agree with them to what they see and think! Don't you agree too? It's a good thing i must say! :) Guess that's it for now. Till then. Tchao!

Something New

2009-05-12T09:13:00.000+08:00

Recently i've been promoted in my job. Am no longer with my old company. So i guess i won't be that active in a promoter's job anymore. Am more of supervising now. Something new to me and well am trying really hard to get my work done properly. Gotta manage my time between College, Work and Peers! So yea, Hoping that i can pull through! So far it has been alright! looking foward for more! Would also like to take this time to thank Min Ping for everything! Her support has helped me alot! :) I've also been assigned to handle a project on my own. It's gonna happen this thursday at Tesco Penang. This is going to be a first for me! All i can do now is just hope and pray that everything goes well! :) Till then....Tchao!

Delayed Birthday Post

2009-05-12T08:27:00.000+08:00

It has been more than a month now since my birthday celebration. I would say it was a GREAT one! nothing big. Didn't want to do anything fancy, just settled down for a semi formal dinner with a few close ones! Some couldn't make it as they had family plans or work. But it's all good! But sure did miss them though! (Cleo,Jeremy,Cindy,Jay and Chris Chen). So yea, we decided to have dinner at OXO Cafe. Awesome place! Food was good too! Went to fetch Su li about 7ish and then went down to Pulau Tikus to fetch Bill. Traffic was terrible i tell you! Dinner was suppose to start at 7.30 but we were still on the way to Bill's house at about 7.20.lol... Ruby started calling and telling us that she's already there! First to be there! DIVA! lol... Arrived at OXO at about 8.30??? LATE! i know! i'm the host some more! with 3 guests with me! lol... VIP la! lol... Everyone was already there. Ruby, Hazel, Ariff and his girlfriend. Then came myself, Su Li, May Ling(fetched her at Queens) and Bill. Matt was late as usual but couldn't blame him la, it was raining heavily and he had to come all the way from Farlim! Damn FAR k! :P Lame,i know.... Had a great time chit chatting and Matt brought something extra along with him. So called my birthday present. It was a bottle of Absolute Vodka! SHWEET!!! We opened it straight after our main course. Guess everyone drank except Ruby. She's allergic. My faced turned RED like a bloody lobster i tell you! and those who i was suppose to fetch home started getting worried if i could drive later. I CAN! :P lol.... Ruby left about 10plus cause her boyfriend finished work already. Ariff had to fetch his girlfriend back too but he came back to join us later! Started chit chatting about our high school times, gossips, this and that. Then someone came up with the idea of playing truth or dare! couldn't find a proper bottle to spin till the waitress found us a bottle of tobasco sauce. The best bottle to spin! Then they started teasing me saying that the waitress has something for me! YEA RIGHT!!! So yea, everyone started with truth truth and more truth first and then the dare came in! Guess who got the first dare? Bill! and his dare was: to bang a piece of innocent glass!!! Dare given by Ariff! lol... I had to complete 3 dares! wouldn't want to talk about my dares here! damn cacat k! lol.... so yea, sat down, talked more, laughed more! It was a night well spent indeed! Would like to thank those who came! To those who couldnt make it, we'll settle for something soon! :P till then! Tchao!

Audition / Demo 5th May 2009!!! Later TODAY!!!

2009-05-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

Yups! am back! It's been awhile! What can i say, been busy with work, classes, exams(soon) and to the latest addition jamming! Yup, our band are preparing for the concert that's gonna be happening on the 5th of June.(will tell you more about the concert and the band in the up coming post)

Tomorrow's gonna be Audition / Demo day where we have to play 1 or 2 of our songs that we plan to perform during the night of the concert. Pretty nervous right now as it has been awhile since i last sang infront of an audience and my throat is kinda killing me right now! darn! need HELP! Guess i had too much fish balls and fish fingers during the weekends! :P i really don't want to lose my voice again this time! it sucks not having your voice and you sound like some retarded person talking! So yea, guess that's about it for tonight. Gotta hit the sheets soon! Can't afford to lose my voice on audition day! :P We're hoping that we can pull it through(keeping fingers crossed) wish us luck! I would also want to thank my band mates for everything and for making things this wonderful! You guys ROCK! Lets go give it our all tomorrow aite! :) Till next time! Chow!

BACK!

2009-04-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

Yup! Am BACK! Finally! It's been awhile since i last updated my blog. Been pretty lazy and pretty caught up with college assignments and work! So guess i should start blogging again. Here goes. It was the the recent semester break that myself, Hazel, Cleo and boyfriend Jeremy went out for some photo taking. We had this planned out last minute and since all of us were so free and had nothing to do, why not right? We were suppose to leave at about 6+am but then most of us were so in love with our beds and well, we're not the 6+am type of people so we departed about 8ish. We started off heading over to Botanical Garden first. It's been ages since all of us went there! Loved the beauty there! the trees! flowers! I would say it's a wonderful place for photo taking! After the photo taking Jeremy suggested a place nearby that sell fruit juices. Got to chill there and had a great time chit chatting! Sharing high school stories where how naughty we would be or the craziest thing we would do. Gosh! Jeremy and myself just have a listful of "wonderful" moments during our high school years! lol... oh ya, we got a discount on the fruit juices thanks to Jeremy! lol... Headed over to Jetty to fetch Hazel's better half and now i'm the ODD one out! feel like a lamp post wei! Headed over to Fort Cornwallis for more photo shooting! My first time there! i know i know! i've been living in Penang for so long and this is actually my first time going in there! So much for being a Penangite right? lol... Paid RM4 i think and well, it was pretty awesome inside. Nothing much but then again, worth going in la i would say. Took plenty of pictures! After those photo shooting sessions we were all hungry as we didn't really had time to have our breakfast in the morning. So decided to take them over to Padang Kota Lama which is located beside of Fort Cornwallis for the all time famous Mee Sotong! It was Cleo's first time having the food there! Guess she enjoyed the food there too! lol... Continued with more chit chatting and sharing of famous places to eat in Penang or places with really good food! We were also planning for our second outing. Hope that we could do it again SOON! Really enjoy haging out with all of them! it was AWESOME! This time, am hoping for more people to come along! The more the merrier! All in all, it was a day well spend! Had a blast and looking foward for more of this kind of outings! Will now leave you guys with the pitures we took that day. Not all but a few that i think is worth posting up. Till then, ENJOY! :-)

Bollywood?lol...

Somehow I Dig This Pic!

JEREMY / CLEO

CHRIS / HAZEL

WAYNE

Another Group Pic!

!!!The Couples!!!

We Left Him There! :D

Sad Moment...

2009-04-09T10:00:00.000+08:00

This post specially goes out to a highschool friend of mine. Me and my friends got to find out yesterday around lunch time that our friend from Saint Xaviers' met with an accident and he has now gone to be with The Lord. We were really shocked to receive the news and we were like seriously?!?! Shocked and sad at the same time. Not knowing what to say. He was so young! So much to learn! He hasn't even seen the world yet!

On behalf of Matthew(as he doesn't have a blog) and myself, we would like to take this time to thank him for everything and it has been a pleasure knowing you! We hope that you are happy wherever you are right now! Take care mate! :)

What came into my mind is that life is way too short! We'll never know when our time will be up and when is it for us to go! Guess we just gotta live it to the fullest! Enjoy each and every day and cherish every single moment! Say what you need to say and do what you must do!

I know some of you might be thinking why is this so emo and all. Well, i just lost a friend and i guess some of you know what it's like to lose someone. So yea.

Semester Break...

2009-04-06T18:22:00.000+08:00

Haven't been updating my blog for SOMETIME now! Well, was pretty much caught up with assignments and busy with the semester break. Assignments are not over yet, having a presentation on film this coming wednesday! "Sweet!" i know! Am currently in the I-Lab working, just gotta get myself relaxed for awhile before i continue with those assignments! So yea, no other way better than to blog! Have much to blog about! From the semester break to my birthday party. Guess i'll just blog about my semester break first. Will blog about other outings soon! Last semester's break was alright i would say. Was out with Matt most of the NIGHTS! mamak-ing all the way, chit chatting and sharing each others probs. We're NOT gay by the way! so yea. :) Had a few enjoyable outings too! :) Finally gotten the chance to go to the cinema for movies! it has been awhile since i got to watch a movie! Have been pretty out dated with movies nowadays! To start it off, i Came up with the craziest idea! To watch a Disney movie! It has been umteen years since i watched one. This time, the movie was called: RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN.

Went to watch it with Su Li. Yea, the two of us decided to go back to kid mode! lol... Besides, we heard or i heard that the movie was good, so why not right? The movie turned out ok. Cinema was filled with high school kids though. It was a school holiday, so wasn't surprised at all. Most of them guys were bald too, guess they just got back from NS??? Thank goodness i wasn't chosen for that wei! lol... to cut it short, it was an awesome day out! Went to a place for lunch which i myself and her haven't stepped into for ages too! Not to forget dinner was nice apart from that the rain had to keep on coming each time we tried to sit outside! oh well... :-)

Next movie i managed to watch was THE INTERNATIONAL. Starring Clive Owen and Naomi Watts.

That movie is awesome! Atleast for me. If you like non stop action, non stop shooting and non stop killing. I would ask you guys and girls to watch it! Went to watch it with Su Li. Again, it was AWESOME! AGAIN! Thanks wei! lol... She laughed non stop when some dudes at the back were saying something about the movie. Eventhough i didn't understand a word they said i was laughing along too! lol...Sweet! lol... :-) so yea, those two movies were the only movies i got to watch during my semester break. Oh ya, got to go Red Box-ing with my class mates and Yuki too! Sang our heart out. Myself and Yuki changed the lyrics of Check Yes Juliet! lol... (yuki,you know what i mean) lol... so yea, that ought to sum up the semester break. It was fun and it's good to be back in college too! Guess that's it for now. More post to come. Soon! Tchao! :-)

RANDOM

2009-03-17T19:24:00.000+08:00

"Let me ask you something. If someone prays for patience, you think God gives them patience? Or does he give them the opportunity to be patient? If he prayed for courage, does God give him courage, or does he give him opportunities to be courageous? If someone prayed for the family to be closer, do you think God zaps them with warm fuzzy feelings, or does he give them opportunities to love each other?"

Quoted from the movie Evan Almighty

Just a little something i wanted to share.

L.O.N.E.L.I.N.E.S.S

2009-03-10T23:53:00.000+08:00

L.O.N.E.L.I.N.E.S.S

The feeling of loneliness kills! It eats you inside out. Showing how dull and lifeless your life can be. With no where to go and not knowing what to do. Guess that's how i'm feeling right now.LONELY. Being the only child in the family is tough. Not being able to share your problems with your brothers or sisters and well,parents don't always understand do they? They're there for you but then again, they're just not on the same page as you are. It's hard sometimes, being alone and all. Well, friends do help you out. Pushing your thoughts and problems a side when you're together hanging out, laughing it out, having fun chilling and partying. But once you get home, it's all back to square one. Everything comes back to you. Your problems, your thoughts. Guess we just can't run away from our problems. I seriously envy some of my friends. People like Jon Chong, Matt. They're my brothers and my role models! You just don't see the word "PROBLEM" written on their faces. Don't see them being lonely. They're always on their toes! Having plans and all. Oh well, i should really learn from people like them. Not making their problems visible. Hazel is one good example too! Always happy and cheerful! just don't see the sign of loneliness in her! Sometimes, i question myself, whether do i belong to the group of friends i have, somehow there's a feeling of being left out and the feeling of not belonging there. Guess your mind starts to wonder when you're alone. Have you ever gotten the feeling of being used? having people that comes to you only when they need you or when they do not have anyone to go to. Being treated as the last resort? Just isn't fair is it? People whom we call friend doing this to us just doesn't look right at all. So yea. Guess that's about it for tonight. Am having my final paper tomorrow and i'm still wide awake with plenty of thoughts in my head! How "WONDERFUL!". All i can do now is pray and hope i get through this soon!

Valentines...

2009-02-14T02:07:00.000+08:00

It's February 14th now! Should i be excited about it? Guess not. There's nothing special about it to me and well Valentines don't really exist in my dictionary! This is just gonna be another same old day just like any other! For those who are not single, i wish you guys a Happy and Memorable Valentines day! For those who are single, lets just hope that this day passes quickly and let everything get back to normal SOON!!! Guess that's about it. Just a short post as i've got nothing to do right now and well,everyone's busy lovey dovey-ing! Till Next Time! Tchao!

PR Assignment To Kindergarten Drawing....

2009-02-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

Well,it's been awhile sinced i updated my blog so now here i am again to feed you on the latest updates and happenings! Exam's over and now we have assignments waiting for us with very little time left! So we just had to meet up. Decided to meet up at Greenlane's MC Donald! Instead of MC Donalds Sunrise cuase of the Thaipusam Traffic. Would like to thank Jay for coming all the way! Thanks man! Everyone was there except for Giselle(hope i spelled her name correctly) lol...Well,it's alright sinced it was a pretty last minute thing. So yea,arrived about 3pm and started our whole discussion. Thinking of what to name our campaign to what activities to carry out and down to the budgetting. Took us awhile to complete but yet there are still plenty to do! Seriously,i hate assignments during the short semester! You just don't have enough time to complete it and everything is in such a rush! Oh well, guess that's how life is huh? Took us about 2 hours to finalise everything and things to carry out the next day. We were done for the day and Jay had to leave right after the discussion. Then it was only down to the 3 of us,Myself,Su Li and Hazel! Too free and didn't want to go back! sat at MC D and not knowing what to do and thinking of something to do.We started taking pictures and well Su Li needed some new pictures to post in her facebook profile as hers are all very the "lau ya" d.(Bet it's pretty d now!)lol... so there we were taking pictures here and there with my new phone which is abit retarded! gosh! managed to get a few nice and some not so nice ones! thanks to you know who? lol....

Yours Truely

Su Li

Hazel

The 2 Lovely Ladies

The Pict Su Li Took And Couldn't Stop Herself From Laughing...

The 2 Lovely Ladies Again! Man I Take Good Pictures! lol....

This I Like! Su Li Liked It Too! By Far The Best Taken By Su Li! Credits! *Clap* ;-)

so,what next? While Hazel was in the toilet with her little jellyman, i took a piece of paper and wanted to play tic tac toe or something but ended up drawing things we used to draw during kindergarten or for some,even NOW!!! lol... drawings like fishes with not that nice tails to houses with 2 windows and a VERY visible door nob to 3 line birds to a car with only 2 wheels and a sun with a little out of shape sun rays! lol... myself and Su Li were like laughing so loud at MC D but nobody could even be bothered to look at what's so funny. Everyone was so busy with their burgers! oh well, that gives us more reason not to care and laugh more right? lol... Hazel took awhile but finally got herself and her jellyman out! joined us with more drawings and honestly,she was the better drawer compared to the 2 of us! mine and Su Li, same level la! lol... started drawing really retarded stuffs and Hazel's drawing of a flat looks like a remote control! lol... so yea,that was what happened throughout the day at MC D.Not bad! Enojoyable! lol... here are some of the pics! Enjoy! Till next time! Tchao!

That Was What Su Li Wrote...Haih...

Our Drawings! Can You See The Name Chris And Su Li? That's Ours!

And We Drew More!

And More!!! This Time With Hazel!

And Some More!

The Complete Drawing! The Kid In Us!

A Tournament Not Forgotten!

2009-01-27T23:49:00.000+08:00

Here's the latest update on the futsal tournament. The tournament has ended and well,we did not make it through. The game was really good and i must say our team did gain alot of experience! Even myself! The other teams were really good and well,we weren't that bad ourselves too! But credit to the other teams! So yea,it was a great experience and a great game overall! Here comes the sucky part! After our last game, we came out from the pitch and was getting ready to head for lunch, suddenly, Jon came to me and told me that his bag is missing. I was like S**T, our stuffs are all in there! His wallet, specs, handphone, my handphone and most of all, my CAR KEYS!!! and how am i suppose to go home now? The tournament is in Butterworth! Jon was like, go check and make sure that your car is still there! Andrew went out to check and to see if anybody went near my car. Everyone helped find mine and Jon's stuff but we couldn't. Scott and Ming Yu tried calling our phones but it was already switched off! DAMN! my contacts! messages! ALL GONE! Everyone of us were looking for that bag but it could not be found! My dad had to drive all the way from the island to butterworth to pass me the second set of keys. He was pissed i tell you! But it was all good after that. We were all pretty quiet on our way back. Not wanting to talk much about the tournament and the incident that just happened. But i would say overall, it was good experience for us and a big lesson for us to learn!

The Draw Is Done And The Tables Are Out!

2009-01-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

So,here's the latest update on how the draw of the futsal tournament went. There weren't many teams that attended the draw but then again our hearts were pumping! myself, Jon Chong and Aiman were 3 of the 10 players that attended the draw. Izzat came to gave us some support! thanks man! anyway, the presiden of Majlis Sukan Pulau Pinang gave his speech and laid down a few rules before the kicking off officially starts tomorrow. So the drew began. They asked for the team captain to step foward and to start picking a piece of paper. So i stepped up and here i go. C3. Alright! Ball Busters are in group C number 3. Not bad not bad! and here are the remainding teams in group C:

Group C

Maybank

K.Kongsi

Ball Busters (Our Team!)

Muz F.C.

So,that's gonna be our group for the group stage and we're gonna be playing among the 4 of us. Only the top 2 will be able to qualify for the knockout stage. All the best and just hoping to go to the finals! Come on Ball Busters!!!

Tagged By Hazel

2009-01-23T19:17:00.000+08:00

1. Does it matter if your boyfriend or girlfriend smoke?
Nop.

2. How about drinking?
Hmmm.... it's ok.(once in a while)

3. Do you liked someone you can’t have?
LIKED? yup! Doesn't everyone?

4. If someone liked you right now,would you want them to tell you?
Yea! Why not?

5. Whats your favourite sport?
Football! Futsal! Without a doubt!

6. Its saturday night,you’re homealone..what do you do?
Movies! Burn The Line! MSN???

7. Do you like roller coasters?
Shweet!!!

8. When’s the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
Whenever you feel like you're ready to have one and ready to commit.

9. If you could date any celebrity,who would it be?
Emma Watson?

10. What are you doing this weekend?
Futsal Tournament on Saturday and Chill on Sunday.

11. Whats is your favourite restaurant?
TAO!

12. Have you ever hugged someone?
Emmm....Yea? (who came up with this question?)

13. Ever kissed someone you weren’t attracted to?
Don't Think So...

14. Do you like anyone right now?
I Think So... Too Nervous To Think Right Now.Futsal Tournament Tomorrow! lol...

15. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Their Personalities!

16. Which do you prefer,beach or mountains?
Beach! BEAUTIFUL BEACHES!!!!

17. What kind of phone do you have?
Sony Ericsson k530i

18. Computer or laptop?
Laptop.

19. Jeans or sweats?
Can I Choose Both?

20. Which year has been the best so far?
Every Year Is Special So I Would Say From 1990 Till Present!

21. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
19! 20! :P

22. What should you be doing right now?
Getting Ready To Go For The Futsal Tournament Draw! NERVOUS!!!

23. What is your favourite tv show?
House, My Wife And Kids, Sketch Show, American Idol and The List Goes on and on!

24. What’s been your last purchase?
RM5.20 Normal Fried Rice, Tofu and Mix Vege In KDU.

25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?
I Don't Mind!

26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
I Think So. Hey What Can I Say? I'm BIG!

27. What do you do when you’re at home?
Sleep, Games(PSP), MSN, Facebook, Youtube!

28. What is your favourite subject?
Public Speaking! Pengajian Malaysia! IT!(Shen Hoei! I Want My Burger!)

29. What’s the best things happened on you?
EVERYTHING! Having People Like Jon Chong! Matt! Cynthia! Shanti! Hazel! Sue! Andrew! Scott! Esther! Kimberly! My Family In My Life!

30. 10 person to tag :
- Jon Chong
- Cynthia
- Kimmy
- Sabrina
That's It! lol...

1 More Day To Go!

2009-01-23T17:22:00.000+08:00

There's only 1 more day left till the start of our futsal tournament(24th January). We've been training real hard for this and getting ourselves prepared for whatever that may come our way. Hoping to give our very best for this times' tournament. The former A.P.T.A(Apa Pun Tak Apa F.C) Team has been demolished. We're now known as The Ball Busters. Only 3 out of the 10 A.P.T.A players will be part of this newly formed team as the rest of the players are no longer playing or have gone to further their studies. A.P.T.A will be deeply missed. The 3 ex-A.P.T.A players are Christopher Huang,Jonathan Chong and Andrew Teh. Training has been going on for the past 2-3 weeks. Has been really crazy and with all the strategy planning and formation setting! Man it's crazy i tell you! We're really putting everything into this and hoping to win something but i know everyone in the team is eyeing for the CHAMPION spot! i sure am! But no matter what,we'll give it our best and just be happy with whatever we get. The players that will be travelling to Butterworth tomorrow morning are:

1) Christopher Huang (Goalkeeper) (C)
2) Jonathan Chong (Midfield) (M)
3) Andrew Teh (Defender)
4) Scott Lee (Defender) (Asst. C)
5) Wan Ming Yu (Foward)
6) Mahir (Foward)
7) Muneer (Defender)
8) Faisal (Midfield)
9) Aiman (Foward)
10) Daniel Wong (Goalkeeper)
*Changes of positions may be made during/before the game.

The game kicks off at 8 and if we go through it will be till 8 at night. The draw is tonight and we're hoping to get easy teams (who wouldn't right?) but then again, whatever teams that come along, we're just gonna give it our 110%!!!
Alright,i'll be signing off for now,more about the team and the news on the competition soon! Wishing my side all the best and i'll see you guys tomorrow! P.S: Make sure you guys wake up on time! lol....

2009!!!

2009-01-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

Goodbye 2008! Hello 2009! A new year, a new chapter and a new beginning! Having the feeling that 2009 is gonna be so AWESOME! Well, 2008 has been great too! There are happy and wonderful moments like working in various places, the starting of college life, enjoying the sketch part during LAN subjects, apartment stays, making new friends and also spending Christmas time with friends and family! There are also the sad and awful moments like losing an uncle. 2008 indeed has been great! Every year sure has something instore for each and everyone of us! Can't wait to see what 2009 has instore for me! Going through the year with my family and friends really makes it exciting! Am really excited and can't wait for college to start! Getting back with my fellow peeps! Sharing every moment with them whether it's good or bad. I just want to thank the God for the people in my life and to my family and friends for being there for me throughout the year of 2008 and beginning this new walk of 2009 with me!

REJECTION...

2008-11-11T23:43:00.000+08:00

REJECTION

It has been happening to quite a number of people i know lately including myself. You fall for someone but then the person you like doesn't have feelings for you. I would say that it is the saddest thing that could happen to a person. It's like a sharp arrow piercing through your heart or having the feeling that your heart weighs a thousand times heavier and it just sinks and it'll never float back up again. It's no fun! Not at all! Does time heal? Does it? To me i don't think it will. "Though many have said that wounds and scars take time to heal. But it does not heal totally. The pain lessens and the wounds are covered by scar tissues. But the scar remains for the rest of our lives." I believe in that. Sometimes we just hope that chances would be given to us and hoping to make the best out of it. But not everybody is given that chance. Hoping that people would see our sincerity. But not everybody is lucky. Hoping that people would see how much we mean it. But not everybody sees it. Conclusions are made before chances are given and before giving it a shot. We don't get the chance to try. Not even one. The after effect of REJECTION are AWKWARDNESS and DISTANCE! It all changes to fast! Things become different. You feel awkward towards each other, feeling that you're being so far apart from each other. Awkwardness comes in and distance takes place. You're no longer talking to each other as much as you used to anymore! It changes you! Not being your ownself anymore! You just don't feel the same.It's NOT NORMAL! Not at all! and all you're wishing for is to turn back time and you just wanna make it right again! Or just wishing that you would lose your memory as if the pain was never there!

Screw Up!

2008-11-11T22:42:00.000+08:00

We had our presentation for Sociology last week. We thought we were ready and went up to present with confidence. We were WRONG! so WRONG that we got "Shot" at really badly. Honestly, this was the first time we were really getting shot at that bad and it was only our 2nd presentation starting from the very first semester till now. The first one was during IMC and the presentation was only among class mates. This time we were presenting it infront of the entire class which was the combination of March, June and the August intake. It's a really huge class! Our seniors were also invited to the presentation and our dear lecturer Mr. Mark was also there. It wasn't easy for us at all and it was really hard for all of us to swallow after the presentation. Everyone in the group looked down and dissapointed. Not wanting to say a word. Everyone just wanted to head home and cry their eyes out! Never thought that college life would be like this. Other groups did better than us! Way better! What went wrong? What did we say? We were confident! We were pretty sure with our points! But then it all back fired. Who's the blame? NO ONE! It's a group assignment! No individual should be blame. It's the group's fault. We did it wrongly. In groups there are no "I" but only "WE" exist! Eventhough we did badly this time. We SCREWED UP! But we're gonna take it as a lesson! A lesson that's gonna be in our heads for the rest of our lives! Something that we will remember. We're gonna do BETTER in our following assignments! To the other groups. Well done! not being sarcastic but it comes from the bottom of my heart!

5 Months Of College Life!

2008-11-01T01:53:00.000+08:00

So here i am again, infront of my laptop thinking what to blog about this time. hmmm....Honestly,am not good in this at all. But then i guess with things going through my mind and with the problems i'm facing, i just gotta do something to get my mind some peace and well give you guys a little bit of me.lol... Will be blogging about college again. It's been 5 months now being in college. Currently in my 2nd semester. Life's not exactly sweet in college. People may think that college life is fun and all. But let me tell you, it's NOT always SWEET! Well, 5 months being with my june intake mates! Getting to know them more and more! Seeing them everyday! Expecting the unexpected from them! Wow! Really makes it interesting! I guess we can never ever judge a book by it's cover. Things we expect doesnt go the way we want it to be! Right? Anyhow, my fellow June intake mates are really great! From people that i don't really talk in the beginning, till we're talking non stop right now! cool huh? Guess that's the ultimate thing in college. FRIENDS! So let me tell you guys about my mates after 5 months of knowing them. First up,Matt! He's still great! From the beginning till now! Still the happy go lucky care free kind of person! JOKER! Been sticking with each other from the very beginning of the semester and he's still my bro from another mother and father! hahaha.... My drinking buddy! Has always been there for me whenever i need him! A very understanding dude! Thanks for everything Bro! You the man! lol... Sue as usual is the bubbly type of person! Still straight forward and direct! That's what i like about her! You don't really get straight foward people nowadays! Only bunch of pretenders! Acting all nice and friendly infront of you but talk shit behind your back! Thanks Sue! There's also Hazel! The kid in class! lol... May seem childish at times but she's always there to bring the kid in us back! Gotta go back to kid mode at times right? lol... She's nice! Terima kasih! :-) Next up would be Cindy. She's the audience in the class.whenever me and Matt crak up jokes, she'll be the first to laugh! That motivates us alot! hahahaha.... Thanks Cindy! although she's busy with her boyfriend most of the time.(or maybe all the time)lol... She'll always have the time to hear me out and give me her oppinion! She's the mature one in class! lol... She's gone through alot in the recent months and yet taking things calmly and cool! *Salute* :-) and next up we have Ai Ling. She's the new member of our group.lol... In the very beginning of the semester we werent really talking and well,she didnt like me. Thought that i was mean! everybody thinks this way! Don't know why la.hahaha....but now,we're cracking jokes and talking like nobodies business man! lol... She's really a nice person! once you get to know her! BOOM! lol... She's also our "Mamak Kaki". Subaidah! lol... tried her first tosai earlier but then didnt like it and said she would NEVER want to eat it AGAIN! She's a good listener too! Very understanding! Thanks Ai Ling! :-) Next up! Mr. Chen Kah Loon or also known as Chris! That's my name! hahaha but then sharing is caring right? giving is charity? hahahaha... well, didnt think that he would be a person that i could relate to from the beginning. Eventhough we did talk since the starting of first semester i didn't think that we would have anything in common. But honestly, we do have quite a number of things in common! He's gone through what i've gone through or am going through right now. He thinks the same way as i do! As a conclusion he's really a nice guy! Being able to relate to him and all! Thanks Man! For your advices. Oh ya, he's also the newest member of our group too! lol... ok,6 down 6 more to go! lol... we have Jay and Phin Hwei, the couple in the class. well, they're not that bad afterall. I know i know, the teasing in class and all. But then hey, they've been together for about 4 months already and i really admire them! Just don't seem to lose the love although they see each other in class EVERYDAY! They're still passionate about each other! Lovey Dovey! lol... We have Angel! She's the dancer in the class! All about dance! non stop! lol... She's nice! Hard to understand her at times! lol... She's also gone through alot within the past 5 months! Had a hard time but now have found her 2nd half! lol... A good advisor too! lol... moving on we have Shanti. She is the quite one in class. Nice house! lol... Very friendly! Totally! Never seen her angry before! Seriously! From semester one till now! No anger! Awesome huh?! :-) She's a nice girl. Lastly we have the two best friends in class. Nisa and Illy! The ones that i'm unable to identify all the time! Have to try calling one of their name and hoping for one to turn but everytime you call out one of their name, both will also turn and look at me! That makes it hard wei! lol... But now, i know who they are d! lol... Come on! It's been 5months already! How can i not know my classmates name! But i still like to tease them once in a while! lol... They're really nice people! Friendly! Additional to the audience in class! They just laugh! lol... So yea,those are my cool classmates! They're awesome! Guess you can never judge a book by it's cover huh? As there's always a surprise/climax in every book. They've been great! Thanks Alot Guys! Special Thanks To: Matt! Sue! Ai Ling! Hazel! Cindy! Kah Loon! Shanti! Jay! Phin Hwei! Nisa! Illy! and Angel! This post is specially dedicated to all of you! :-)

EPL Finally Kicks Off!

2008-10-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

The Premier League has finally kicked off! i know i know,you guys must be wondering it's already October and why am i posting it now. Well, i just have to. lol... so yea,am still supporting the same team. For those who don't know who i support,it's MANCHESTER UNITED! CHAMPIONS of ENGLAND and EUROPE! Managed to catch their first game with Jon and Joon Han. 2 hardcore Man United fans!well,their first game so happen to fall on Jeressa's birthday which she celebrated at the beach. It was so nice of her to get us a room so that we could go watch the match! lol....nah,not really. she got the room cause she had to stay overnight wth her family and friends.but seriously,it was really nice of her to let us go in and watch the match. Before the match was a badminton match between Chong Wei and Lin Dan which China won and Chong Wei had to settle for Five Hundred Thousand Ringgit Malaysia. okok,forget about badminton and back to the EPL. It was United againts Newcastle. Which they had to settle for a draw (1-1). Not a very good start for the Devils but i'm sure they'll make a BIG come back! It's now October and United have won 1,drew 1 and lost 1. Berbatov scored 2 goals in the Champions league last week. Am really happy for him! Ronaldo is back too and is making a big impact to the team and with Rooney feeling challenged with the arrival of striking partner Berbatov and last seasons' signing Carlos Tevez. He's starting to score AGAIN! Come on United! To all United fans out there,continue you support and am sure they'll make us proud! United! United! United!

A Little Something Something...

2008-07-21T18:32:00.000+08:00

Well,it's been more than a week sinced i last updated my blog. It was one crazy week. Lots happened! ups and downs.(mostly ups i guess). The KDU Idol semis happened a week ago(i think) LOL... it was great! well,one of them was! wink! wink! I was like whoa! That's the winner! LOL... Anyway,it was nice seeing everyone perform on stage,showing off their talents! so yea,guess that's about it for KDU Idol. Then it was bowling time. Headed over to one stop for a game of bowling! It's been awhile sinced i bowled! And guess what? i suck at it! It was gutter all the way! Maybe hitting the pins a few times. But thankfully there was also someone who's almost as bad as me too! LOL... But it was fun! The final score was 109 and me and my partner got 91.hahahaha...well,we think that 91 sounds better than 109.that's why.LOL... The highlight of that week was Noodle Station! Had a blast there! Craked jokes about fish tanks, zoo, penguins and Australia! ;-) That was some night! (right?) able to go back to being a child again.thank you F! LOL... Then came saturday, Matt, Hazel and Sue came over to my house for group discussion around 8am.Yup! 8am!(i slept at 5 that night/morning) so 3 hours of sleep.oh well. So they stayed till 3 and we headed over to Queensbay for the YE Mall Event.Had to go support my ex-school and i was also formally in the Young Eterprise. It really did bring back alot of highschool memories where all of us would be busy creating our products and selling them in every school. The cool part was, it was like running a real company where they even had the Board Of Directors! COOL! Bought a few stuffs from my school and other schools too.(to show that i'm not bias) LOL... The products were great! very creative! We left Queensbay around 6 and then someone forced me to go for this bon odori thingy. Sinced i've never been to the festival before and with my newly learned japanes like "Harro" which means hello, i was like,why not. So i drove all the way down to Esplanade and the traffic was really really bad. Got there around 7 and managed to meet up with F. Shweet! LOL... Highlight of the night was getting lost and the fireworks! So yea,guess that's about it! really a great week! that's all folks! more to come!

It All Starts Here...

2008-07-10T02:39:00.000+08:00

It actually starts here. Cant believe that i'm actually starting a blog. Oh well. Am still new with this blogging thing and it's 2.50 in the morning. Should be sleeping by now and my head's empty. Guess i'll just blog about college. Well, am currently doin my Diploma In Mass Communications. KDU ofcourse. Was suppose to be goin for my piloting in MFA but it only starts next year (am still considering). But am loving KDU, my course and my FRIENDS!!! Guess that's the hardest thing to let go if i do go to MFA next year. They've been great! People like, Matt(Rempit & Brother from another mother), Sue Ann(Shweet girl! Always there for me and always telling me to eat my dinner and not drink it.), Hazel(Quite girl.Ya right! she'll blow you away once you get to know her! Paaannddaaa...), Cindy(The quite one but she's nice) these are the friends which are irreplaceble.and ofcourse there are those not so nice ones in class too... but hey,i'm not here to talk bad about a person. But at times they do get me/whole class irritated and you get sick of seeing them. But oh well, guess that's how life goes. No pain no gain! Was rather surprised when there were only 14 students in Mass Comm. Maybe it was already June and most of my buddies went for the March intake.(According to Ms.Ruby THANK GOD we did not go for the March intake) Oh ya, Ms Ruby is my IMC (Introduction To Mass Comm) lecturer. She's fun,very open minded and she's on the same page as us.(you don't find teachers like that in highschool do you?) but the first day of class,everyone was like (OK...She's scary) cause she was like calling the late comers DIVA's and with all the rules and regulations she laid down.DAMN! But, She was alright afterall! My thought of college was RELAX,RELAX,RELAX. But i was WRONG! so wrong! Assignments was already handed out the first week and i'm like WHAT?!?! It's only the first week! to make things worst the lecturer was like OK boys and girls, exam's in 3 weeks time! Everyone was like, we're so DEAD and some even called out MOMMY!!! But of course there're bookworms where exams are like gifts from santa claus or money falling down from the sky.This is only the first semester,we're taking only 3 subjects and i'm already like WOW! can't imagine for the following semesters to come! But,i know i'm ready for it. I'm not the only one going through this and i know there's always a silver lining in every cloud.But hey,there's also a good side of campus life, the freedom of dress code, break time here and there(unlike in highschool where you have to glue your butt to the chair from 7am to 1.30pm) Apart from that,there's also my friends who are always there for me! Am really really thankful to have gotten the chance to know them! eventhough we don't know each other that well YET or known each other before but everything has to have a start and we're already moving. It's already coming to a month now in KDU and things are getting better and better! Some people has already found their someone and there are also people who stole other peoples someone. We're getting crazier and crazier in class (crazy in a good way) more and more jokes coming! panda-ing here and there! Shorty got low,low,low,low,low,low,low,low! bunch of random stuffs! It's all HAPPENING! Well,guess that's all for now. Gotta go get some shut eye soon.It's 3.45am and i'm still here. Class starts at 9 tomorrow and i really hope i don't fish in Ms Ruby's class.Matt! you gotta keep me awake! LOL... Chris here,signing off!